About Me...

Hey everyone, my name is Nikki, nickname for Nicole. I hate my real name. I'm 13 years old and I love to sing. Singing makes me happier than anything, it's so fun and I love making others smile as they listen. I think that's what singing is all about. The inly time I doubt my and others singing abilities is when my chorus teacher (Mr. Goodman) critisizes the class. Anyway although he is a total prick he has talk me a lot, which definately helped me get even better and the thing I love the most...singing. I wonder why some people can't sing as well, some people say they don't know how, but when I sing it comes so naturally, and when some others sing it sounds so weird, so unatural, so hard for them to do...it's not rocket science. Some of my friends think I'm weird, but I am so it doesn't get to me at all. I'm turning 14 but I'm going into 8th grade at Halsey JHS 157 to class 822 because I grew up in N.J. where you have to be 6 years old to start school, but in N.Y. you have to be 5 years old, so there's my reason. I have dark brown eyes and hair. I pretty much always keep my hair back in a ponytail to keep my hair out of my face, and I love playing sports, especially handball. I like to swim, and to rock-climb a lot too. I like to wear loose fitting clothes that are comfortable and at times I can be lazy. I have both a step-mother and step-father. My evil step-mothers name is Selene, and my kind and caring step-fathers name is Michael. I have an older(May 2011-turned 18) sister who is a giant pain in my ass but I love her anyway, her name is Stefany. I also have a younger(April 2011-turned 9) brother who I love a lot, but can also annoy me, he lives with my father and Selene, he loves me and Stefany both very much. Me and my sister live with my mother and step-father(Mike). I love all my friends and family very much, but I always have to remember that even though friends are friends, family comes before friends, but friends to me are still very important and eveb sometimes I think that friends are more important than family. What do you think??? I am b....... but that doesn't make me weird. Have you ever thought that we might actually think you're weird for not being the way we are? Anyway, I'm dating this boy named Fred and I like him very much, but I don't love him, and I have this crush on this girl that I barely know, but she's in chorus, and she's insanely hot, she's got long dark brown hair and eyes with a blond streak through her hair. I don't really know her, but I would like to, but whenever I'm around her I get too nervous to say anything. Even so, the weird thing is that I fantasize about her and can't stop thinking about her all the time. Whenever I see her I get nervous and hide behind other people and my whole body starts to shake as in trying to nudge me to say hi. I just try to brush the feeling off, and as soon and she's out of sight my body goes back to normal. Sometimes I wish she would just come up to me and grab my chin and kiss me, even if it would be just a peck, even on the cheek. I don't even know why I'm sharing this with whoever is reading this, but I am for some weird ass reason. I'm pretty sure she already graduated, I don't think she's staying for 9th grade, so I'm guessing it won't matter anyhow. But it would be awesome if she was ^_^ That's pretty much all I have to say...c ya l8ter!!! :)